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[trademark_skull]

[It was the middle of the night, or middle of the morning, whichever you want to call it. For most here, the art of sleep may have been... sort of an odd ritual than normal, with the constant reoccurring dreams. Emizel had been good about it not bothering him that much for quite some time. Many demons had a habit for staying awake for days on end and then sleeping all that time off later. Which may have been part of the case here, only now, this time the dreams were really starting to get to him.]

[Getting to sleep wasn't the hard part, it was trying to stay there. Rolling to a different side, curling up, straightening out, lie on his back, neither of those things were making anything different. Still the same dream, still the same memory. Being abandoned was bad enough just the first time, of course he didn't want to be reminded of it another twenty times more.]

[The next time Emizel woke up he got so fed up that he chucked the pillow across the room, disrupting the Spirits. From there he sat up and brought his knees to his chest.]

... I'm not allowed to forget, am I? [Buries face.]

[... Alright alright. Maybe there was something that could distract him from this. A minute or so later he looked up to the nightstand and grabbed the device, and clicked it open. There had to be something else going on..]


((If I know whenever or not Emizel is freelancing hotels again, or if he's staying with the Tea Shop gang or Days Trio by now, this post may double as an action one too))

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[trademark_skull]

[Oooo, maybe Lea was around! Moxie barked totally ignoring that some maybe wanted to still sleep and trotted off to look for him. Unfortunately though, Emizel was still stuck with a bat on his head whenever he liked it or not.]

... I hear the dreams have been keeping more people awake though.

[Not that.. that was his problem or anything. /coughno]

[shadearchivist]

[Lea waddled out from behind the counter and flopped on the floor. He was sleepy even if his person wasn't.]

They can be very troubling, yes. Usually I find the point of trying to put things back together a relief, but it doesn't seem to be helping tonight.

[trademark_skull]

[Mutter]I can't even get to that.. [Wait, you weren't supposed to hear that.]


[Aww. >: pawpawLeaaa, Moxie wants to plaaaay]

[shadearchivist]

What happens in your dream? It might help to talk about it.

[Lea rolls on his back and wiggles his paws in the air.]

[trademark_skull]

[Ah crap.] --Nothing! It's really stupid anyway..


[Heheeee, tailwag |3]

[shadearchivist]

It's not stupid if it's bothering you.

[That's totally untrue, but it seems to be the thing to say.]

[Lea may or may not have just fell asleep while on his back.]

[trademark_skull]

It's not something I should be bothered with anymore.


[Moxie looks a little disappoint.]

[shadearchivist]

If I felt bothered, I wouldn't have chosen to invite you over in the small hours of the morning.

[trademark_skull]

This doesn't have anything to do with you.

[shadearchivist]

Ah, you meant you shouldn't be bothered...but there aren't 'shoulds' about being bothered. Emotions aren't controllable, unfortunate as that is.

[trademark_skull]

[He was considering something... Although unsure what. Val was having more of a first world problem though now that his seat was drooping, despite the amount of times he flapped to keep balance.]

[Eventually the bat leaned over to stare at Emizel with a "u kay bro?" kind of look. Which... Emizel simply ignored.]

... Still though..

[shadearchivist]

What do you dream of?

[Ienzo's pressing, but talking about it might help.]

[trademark_skull]

[So he really wasn't going to have to talk about that? .... Great.]

... There was something that happened, awhile back.

[Still going to drag it out as much as he can though.]

[shadearchivist]

Mm.

[They've all had things like that happen, it seems.]

[trademark_skull]

[How was he supposed to start this anyway?]

... I was able to get away with a lot of things, and I do mean a lot of things. S-so I used to never think anything bad would someday happen..


[Still not getting to the point here.]

[shadearchivist]

Something terrible always seems to happen eventually.

[Does Ienzo sound bitter? Yes, definitely.]

[trademark_skull]

[A similar situation? Appeared sort of likely.]

... I had pretty much lost everything.

[Actually it wasn't just some, it really was everything.]

[shadearchivist]

Did you get it back?

[He's not sure if he's gotten his home back. Hopefully Emizel's situation is better.]

[trademark_skull]

I did, that's why I shouldn't be bothered by it.

[Although, maybe it's because he's scared of loosing it again.]

[shadearchivist]

You can be afraid of losing things again, particularly once you've realized that what seems like safety isn't. I understand that feeling.

[trademark_skull]

[Never mind, that sounded exactly like it.]

... What do I do?

[shadearchivist]

I wish I knew. [Ienzo sighs.] Find people you can trust. Rely on the fact that they'll stand by you and take care of you when you need it. That's a start.

[trademark_skull]

[... Finding more people like that was easier said than done. Emizel didn't seem to get along with that many people as it is.]

Hmm..

[shadearchivist]

You should stay and meet my housemates. They're both quiet pleasant people. They won't mind if you stay the night; if we can put up people who passed out drunk, we can put up more responsible individuals.

[trademark_skull]

[What? He can do that?] ... Really?


[Moxie also really liked the idea of a sleep over too~ 8D]